Memories of the Past and for the Future

For some, Memorial Day weekend means camping, gathering together for barbeques, or catching up on spring yard work. For others, it is a time to reflect on the sacrifices of loved ones and others who have served our country. In our home and countless others, it is both.

Whether or not they died during a war, we can honor the memory of soldiers by visiting their graves or other memorials. You might find it meaningful to drive through a National Cemetery on Memorial Day weekend, where flag after flag line the road, saluting those who have served.

Generally, on Veteran’s Day and Memorial Day our family chooses to display the neatly folded United States flag presented to us at my father-in-law’s interment. Another Stars and Stripes waves proudly outside our house. Sometimes we look at photos from the war and recall stories of the bravery and selflessness of our fathers and grandfathers. We acknowledge the price they paid and the emotional scars they carried through their lives after the wars. Often on these days, we ask God to protect the men and women serving now and to give wisdom to those leading our military forces. We also pray for peace—in our world and in the hearts of all who grieve.

Honoring the memory of loved ones can help us heal and move forward. It also is vital that we make time for self-care, including relaxation and recreation. On Memorial Day weekend, consider reflecting on those who have served and taking time to relax and build new memories, which can bring you and others joy both now and in the future.

Excerpted from Doses of Comfort by Gwen Waller, available on Kindle and in print at

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Tidings of Comfort and Joy

Anna knew there was no way around that first holiday season without her husband, so she determined to get through it by being intentional. Some family traditions were maintained; others were put aside, at least for that year. Discussing priorities together and preparing for the holidays helped Anna and her family reduce their stress and manage their grief.

Becky’s father had died three months before Christmas, and her mother’s health was failing. She had hoped that her siblings could set aside long-standing differences and celebrate the holidays together. Other family did not feel the same way, so Becky consciously chose to lower her expectations. She moved beyond her disappointment and found freedom in focusing on enjoying her husband, adult children, and mother.

If you are grieving the loss of a loved one, consider the following suggestions for the holiday season.

  • Evaluate your traditional “to do” list, which might include decorating, baking, shopping, sending Christmas cards, and/or entertaining. Ask yourself, What can I skip this year? What would I like to revise for at least this season? Which traditions do I most want to include this year? Who could I ask to help me?
  • Permit yourself to change your mind about attending a holiday celebration or to leave early if you experience a surge of grief. You may wish to write an explanatory note ahead of time, which you can leave on the counter or give to your host as you excuse yourself.
  • Give yourself the gift of TLC. Listen to your body and meet your needs for rest, refreshment, nutrition, and nurture. Also give yourself time to release your emotions through tears, talking, journaling, exercising, looking at photos, or engaging in other healing activities.
  • When you notice your heart is feeling lighter and you catch yourself laughing, savor the moments without guilt. Your loved one would want you to delight in family, friends, and life as often as you can.
  • Remember your loved one by giving a gift in their memory; buying a special ornament; hanging a Christmas stocking for written memories or expressions of love; and/or lighting a memorial candle, which you might place by a framed photo.

It is natural to miss loved ones, especially during the holidays. However, by planning ahead, evaluating your needs, and taking care of yourself, you can find comfort—and even joy—during this season.

Excerpted from Doses of Comfort, which contains further suggestions for the holidays and throughout the year. Available in print or on Kindle at

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Encouraged by Their Legacy

A few months after my dad died, our family went camping. As I sat near our tent, gazing at the lake, I heard voices nearby. A high school team was using the campground as a track. When the first runner crossed the finish line, I heard a few cheers. The volume and energy steadily increased as she and those who finished behind her lined the road to urge on every last runner. “Come on! All the way through!”

I smiled as they called out to their weary teammates. How wonderful to be supported like that! I felt like even I could run a great distance with such camaraderie. Then I remembered that we have an even greater number cheering us on from heaven as we continue on life’s journey.

In November, All Saints’ Day is an opportunity to be encouraged by the lives and lasting legacy of those who already have finished the race of life. Consider taking time to reflect on family members and friends who loved, served, worked, persevered, and trusted in God. Whether or not you are a Christ-follower, you can be inspired by saints from the Bible—Noah, Moses, Ruth, David, Daniel, Mary, and Paul—as well as more recent saints, such as Abraham Lincoln, Martin Luther King Jr., and Mother Theresa.

Imagine if you could hear their voices, cheering you on. What would they call out to you? On All Saints’ Day, and any day, the legacy and memories of your loved ones can encourage you to run “all the way through.”[i]

[i] “Since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses…let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us” (Hebrews 12:1).

Excerpted from Doses of Comfort, available at .

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Here I Go Again

One day we may wake up feeling relieved, confident that we have completed the “anger stage” of our grief journey. A day later, however, we may feel enraged.  Or the numbness seems to have worn off, until we find ourselves again denying that this tragedy could have happened. We are confused, thinking we’d passed through one stage of grief, never to return.

Elizabeth Kubler-Ross ushered in a greater awareness of grief and loss through her writings on stages of grief: denial, anger, bargaining, despair, and acceptance. Many have assumed that all who grieve will complete one stage and then move to the next. Rather than graduating from one stage to another, however, we typically cycle through various reactions again and again. These responses may include, but are not limited to, shock or denial, anger, confusion, guilt, sadness, apathy, and fear.

Imagine holding a Slinky toy in your hand. As you pull it upward, the rings at the bottom stay closer together, while those toward the top are spaced apart. Similarly, early in our grief, our reactions to loss seem to be in a constant whirlwind. One moment we may experience disbelief that our loved one has died; later that day we may feel angry, as the reality of their death again sinks in. We might awaken feeling vulnerable, fearing our own or another’s death, then spend much of the day confused, and return to denial by nightfall. 

As time passes, the cycles spread out, like the top of the extended Slinky. Our grief reactions diminish in frequency and intensity. We certainly have not forgotten our loss, but the pain and its symptoms have lessened. Also, on our journey, we have learned coping skills for our various responses, which we can apply each time our grief resurfaces. Thus, through each cycle, we grow and heal.

Today’s Dose of Comfort

Identify the ways you’ve reacted to your loss. What are you experiencing right now on your journey? Which coping strategies have been most effective when you’ve experienced responses such as disbelief, anger, confusion, guilt, or extreme sadness? Consider writing down your manifestations of grief and the healthy coping skills you’ve learned. Then, when those reactions cycle around again, you’ll be prepared and better equipped to work through them.

(Adapted from Doses of Comfort; Daily Insights Into Grief and Suggestions for Healing)


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Getting Plenty of TLC?

After a loss, in addition to taking time to express our pain, it is vital to take time to nurture ourselves. Grief tends to deplete our energy and emotional reserves, leaving us feeling exhausted and empty. We promote healing by addressing our pain and giving ourselves plenty of TLC (tender loving care).

Just as individuals experience grief differently, we each benefit from various kinds of self-care. And our needs can vary from day to day. One day, curling up in a soft blanket and escaping into a good book may feed our soul. The next day, a brisk walk with a friend might relieve stress and encourage us. Most of us benefit from a balance of time alone and time with people who contribute to our sense of well-being. Complete isolation or a continual blur of activity seldom truly nurtures.

Taking care of ourselves also means saying “no” to people or activities that drain our limited reserves. Perhaps we can resume those relationships or commitments at a later time, but right now we need to protect our hearts, conserve our energy, and spend time with people who help nurture us. Though it may feel self-centered, our self-care will strengthen us and free us to be more attentive to others’ needs in the future.

Today’s Dose of Comfort

Write down at least ten activities that nurture you. Reading? Watching a movie? Exercising? Praying? Meeting a friend for coffee or a meal? Do at least a few of the options involve other people? Which one will you engage in today? Pick another for tomorrow, and consider scheduling one into every day this week.

(Adapted from Doses of Comfort; Daily Insights Into Grief and Suggestions for Healing)



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Expect the Unexpected

“So I’m not going crazy!” say members of grief support groups after reading a list of normal responses to grief. Hearing from others and learning about the variety of reactions to loss typically helps normalize the often frightening experience of grief. Without that reassurance, we may feel alarmed by and concerned about our feelings, thoughts, and physical symptoms. Learning what to expect after a death can provide some relief and comfort. Here are some—but certainly not all—possible responses to loss:

  • Having more questions than answers
  • Eventually finding peace with the questions
  • Crying, weeping, wailing, sobbing
  • One day catching yourself smiling (for real) and even laughing
  • Being knocked down by a wave of grief when you least expect it
  • A holiday or other day you dreaded isn’t as bad as you anticipated
  • Feeling like your heart truly has broken
  • Someday realizing that, while you still have scars, your heart is mending
  • Experiencing headaches, nausea, and other physical symptoms
  • Feeling your pain intensify before it diminishes
  • Struggling to get out of bed in the morning or to climb back in at night
  • Losing your appetite or turning to food for comfort
  • Wishing you could go back and change what happened, or at least say once more, “I love you”
  • Replaying conversations with your loved one and finding comfort in hearing their voice in your mind
  • Shaking your fist at God
  • Reaching your hand out to God to carry you on this arduous path
  • Reliving the pain of previous losses
  • Finding hope in remembering ways you have healed from past losses
  • Feeling like your grief is unbearable
  • Being surprised that strength from within and support from without are enabling you to survive and heal

Today’s Dose of Comfort

List some of the responses you have experienced so far on your grief journey. If any symptoms concern you, consult your physician or counselor. Also consider talking with or reading the stories of others who have experienced loss. Doing so can help normalize your own experience.

Excerpted from Doses of Comfort, which contains further suggestions for the holidays and throughout the year. Available in print or on Kindle at

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Blessings on the Journey

This morning I was reflecting on 22 years ago, when our infant son’s heart stopped and ours broke.  I admit, the pain was excruciating and the healing felt slow. Yet now, as I look back, I can more clearly see the blessings we’ve experienced throughout the journey, including…

  • The kindness and compassion of those who cared for Darren during his 4 days on earth
  • The love and support from family and friends after his death
  • God’s loving and comforting presence, which I sensed when I needed Him most
  • God’s grace for our family when our individual pain made it difficult to support one another
  • Hearts enlarged by our loss and filled with the Lord’s compassion
  • Increased sensitivity to the sorrow around us
  • Insights and resources to help support those who cross our paths
  • A heightened awareness that we’re all just passing through this earth—it is not our home

So today we again thank God for bringing Darren into our lives and hearts, and then welcoming him home to heaven. We also pray for God to be near to and comfort those who are on a journey of grief and healing.  And may He bless them with hope.

(Doses of Comfort and Finding Comfort in God’s Embrace offer additional insights into grief and suggestions healing. Both are available at

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Facing Fear

Especially when someone dies suddenly or much too young, we tend to feel vulnerable. The world no longer feels as safe. Death has heightened our awareness that we cannot control everything in our lives or count on others always being there. We also face our own mortality.

We can move toward healing by expressing any anxieties and considering what has helped us face our fears in the past. We ultimately can find peace in God, who cares about everything that concerns us. God does not promise that we won’t experience pain and loss, but He does offer us strength and peace through His presence. “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you,” Jesus told his friends as he faced his own death. “I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid” (John 14:27, NIV).

The world tries to offer us comfort and assurance; Jesus–who experienced death, came back to life, and offers us eternal life–provides true peace as we draw close to Him.

To find additional spiritual comfort, consider Finding Comfort in God’s Embrace. General insights into grief and suggestions for healing are available in Doses of Comfort. Both resources are available at

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Losses Come in Various Shapes and Sizes

When we hear the word “grief,” we usually think of the pain experienced after someone we care about dies. Yet we probably can name other losses and changes in our lives and relationships that have caused us to grieve. For example, since my brother’s divorce, I miss seeing his ex-wife at family gatherings. When my husband’s new job meant moving to another state, I grieved the changes in my friendships with neighbors. We no longer could share our hearts on morning walks or load all our kids into one of our minivans to take them on an outing.

We also can experience loss when we or our friends leave our workplace, organization, school, or religious community. Even if it was our decision, we may find ourselves grieving the relationships and the part of our identity left behind. While we might keep in touch through social media, texting and phone calls, we miss the intimacy of face-to-face interaction and the bond of a shared purpose.

Other sources of grief include infertility, physical ailments, disabilities, or financial challenges, which may dash our hopes and dreams. Unemployment, natural disasters, or betrayals can steal our sense of security. Even celebrated changes, such as graduations, promotions, and marriages, can include elements of loss, as the ushering in of a new season means the conclusion of a previous one.

Whatever the source or depth of our pain, our healing begins with acknowledging any losses and finding productive ways to express our feelings. Then we can begin to adjust and, down the road, even recognize and consider new opportunities resulting from the changes in our lives.

Today’s Dose of Comfort

List the various losses that you have experienced during your lifetime, including moves, betrayals, divorces, unemployment, physical ailments, and other changes that have caused some degree of grief. Underline, circle, or put a star by the ones that have been the most painful. Can you identify ways that you’ve healed from and grown through your previous losses? What helped you through the process? If your pain has not diminished, consider reading and applying the principles of Doses of Comfort to your previous losses, as well as to your more recent ones.

Excerpt from Doses of Comfort, available on Kindle and in print at


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